Light of life.VIETNAMESE TRANSLATE ENGLISH BY=VIETNAMESE BUDDHIST NUN=THICH CHAN TANH.

 Memory always sleeps at a hidden base of the soul. A wind that accidentally touches it will wake up ..

Since childhood she has lived with her grandmother. When her grandmother died at the age of 13 and she had enough conditions to know the Buddha's teachings (that day, it was very sad and sad that day). She went to the temple to stay with Master. Even though Master is a Sangha, the two teachers and students' feelings are as good as the two of them. Master taught her from the smallest things. She is one of 30 siblings of the same age To be with her the most. She seems to be known to everyone in the entire Church, because Master is very proud of her breeze to everyone.

That time was the time when she felt the warmest and happiest, studying together, working together, cultivating together, being reprimanded by Master, ... most remember when it rained, the children were engrossed in mischief. Master alone fights the rain as well as cleans up the achievements that she is about to leave behind. It was very hard, but the teachers and students laughed at all times, even when punishing them.

As time passed, each one grew up. Having grown up, the children seem to forget all the youth that they have devoted to them. Each child has different karmic conditions, and they gradually leave their home. Some are chasing worldly sex, some feel tired of living with them, they are too strict with the age and teenage, others run after their friends, otherwise say they don't care all the time. Day by day, every day, ... Each child, each child is gone. Sp said that each of them died, like they had a part of their flesh cut off. Master often teaches the rest of the children about the consequences of leaving our ancestor. But sp also knows that their karma must be transformed by themselves. She has seen many times that she secretly took pictures of the disciple, then looked at it without thinking or remembering something, then she brushed the corner of her eye with her hand. She felt heartbreak to see such sp. C told himself that he would never let him be sad or disappointed about her, he wouldn't let him shed any tears because of her, he would never… she hurt him, ... Her poetry does not do anything to make her mind, on the contrary, she always laughs at her humor.

But then… her predestined karma came, she did not have enough cultivation strength to overcome the karma. At that time, only the presence of the person she loved was present in her mind. Actually, Master has seen it for a long time. She pondered a lot, in the end her mind couldn't win over her heart, that day was raining a lot, it rained like crying for her heart, she put on a robe and told her master to send it to her friend's temple. she excused herself for the convenience of studying, because she was a nun. Why are you so rude? Master is full of admonitions, but she knows what her heart is, she is someone who knows her better than anyone else. With her stubborn nature, she finally satisfied her. The day she went it rained heavily, looking through the window frame, the rain slapped her face, she cried a lot with Master's words "no matter what, Master always by my side, come home when you wake up. ,
One day, perhaps thanks to the prayer of her master and monks, she awakened. She was wrong when she was entangled, She wanted to cut off that relationship, she once again supported the sincerity of the master c who was relying on, everything was not as easy as she wanted to let go of. She was very upset when she decided to end, she was very hurt when she once again trampled on the love that place for her, very miserable when once again got an inhuman reputation, very painful to see her. love because she is blind but profane, ... alone she wanders and does not know where to go, that night it rains, the rain is not heavy, nor small, but it is enough to wet her heart. At this time, she misses her master, misses her brother, misses the temple, remembers poetic memories a lot, ... She dares not go back to her master, because she is ashamed of the love of that place.

Two days later when the news came about, the whole temple looked for her everywhere, and could not contact Master, so he left a message with all of his tired hearts at the temple waiting for her to return. She turned back with a shabby face, everyone was heartbroken when she saw Master, She held her arms. … Come back to the Teacher, please don't go anywhere else. ”It rained that day as if welcoming her home dearly.

She misses her friend so much, she doesn't eat, sleep, just sits like a soul, knowing that everyone will come together to find ways to heal her wound. The brothers told me to practice in order to pass, the elder brother told a joke about this and that, the brother tried to eat and lost his strength, he bought medicine to sleep, ... Master alone taught that "if you want to cry just cry to satisfy you, don't want to eat just don't eat, if the words hurt, let it be like salt close to the wound, if you don't want to be elaborate then just treat it, feel tired just rest,… when you feel like you've stopped enough, continue walking cgai, you only need to remember one thing with Master, with Brother always by your side waiting for the day you get up .. ”

Before long, she thought she would only go to school far away, live with the public, get used to a new environment better, only then can she truly forget the past. And then she once again asked master. The day she went back, it rained heavily, this rain perhaps silently wished she would overcome the predestined relationship, would stand more firmly on the road ahead, and would not be able to love her teacher.
So, thanks to the grace of the Buddhas, children as well as the public, she rose again and continued on the journey as Master wished for ... illuminated her path.END=NAM MO SHAKYAMUNI BUDDHA.( 3 TIMES ).GOLDEN AMITABHA MONASTERY=VIETNAMESE BUDDHIST NUN=THICH CHAN TANH.AUSTRALIA,SYDNEY.17/8/2020.